During that Summer (following the CO-OP), I worked on research projects that I had been working on with a professor from my University. I planned to do so many things during the Summer, but I didn't do 95% of them. Most of this is just due to procrastination. I had a list of eight self-help books on my reading list. I read only one (I had already read half of it before the summer started). The Fall Semester then started at school. I have a very limited number of credits. Yet, I am doing bad in every class. The reason is procrastination. I did bad even during my past Fall term (after the internship, before the CO-OP). These are the first times, since fourth grade, that I am not getting straight As. I am not even spending any time on perfecting my woman approaching strategies, even though I am in a college that has HUNDREDS of HOT girls.
Even my Internship Search is not going too well. I interviewed with three companies and got no positive responses. From one, I already got a rejection letter. With another, I did so bad in the interview, I doubt they will ever call me again. What is this? After I make my big leap with the internship, I am failing with everything now (even things I wasn't failing with before...like school). The reason these things are happening is very simple: I am procrastinating now more than I ever did in life. I mean, I start studying for term exams like 8 hours before. I never used to do this. But now, I can't seem to stop myself.
I feel terrible about myself. Yet, I know I will make my two major goals a reality (described in the first post).
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