I am currently 21 years old. Yet, I have never ever had a girlfriend. Forget that, I have never even kissed a girl. However, I have spent countless hours watching porn and masturbating to it. I want to change all this, so I can make my 2016 dream a reality. I do not necessarily want to get married by 2016. I just want to have the skills that it would take to attract and retain my dream wife, so if I find the perfect woman (as I described in my previous entry), I know what to do to make her mine. On top of never having a girlfriend, I have very little friends. I attend what one would call a "Party School", yet I have never been to a party.
In terms of career-related growth, I have been quite successful on some levels and not so successful on other levels. Let me start from the beginning. Up until about 3rd grade, I was not really a bright student. I used to get low grades, and was constantly punished by my teachers for bad behavior (mostly excessive talking). Even though I was this bad boy, I never really got any girls. Also, most of my peers made fun of me.
However, before starting 4th grade, I made a decision. I said I was going to do whatever it takes to get straight As from now until forever. And I accomplished it!!! From 4th grade all the way until my 2nd year in college, I was a Straight A Student. When I was younger, I was not bright. However, today, I hear from even the most powerful people that I am very intelligent. Most of my friends and family, and even some of my past co-workers, say I am intelligent. This is generally considered to be my greatest strength. Wow, how one decision changed everything.
During my Second Year in College (specifically during Spring 2010), I wanted to obtain a Summer Internship. I had never worked anywhere before this. I only had some experience with student organizations. I remember going to a Career Fair where I was asking the recruiters the stupidest questions. Neither of them really liked me. My resume was very juvenile. I wrote it a few minutes before going to the Career Fair. Even those employers that I managed to impress never responded positively when I called them back. Yet, I knew I was going to make my internship goal a reality during that Summer. I discovered that my school (like most other schools) has a Career Services Department that provides Career Counseling services. I went to them numerous times to perfect my resumes and cover letters.
In late January of that year (2010), I went to yet another Career Fair. This time, I was very prepared. I had been practicing Career Fair strategies for the past two weeks. At this Career Fair, I had only one company I really wanted to speak to. I spoke to the recruiter (who was at the Career Fair only to recruit Business Majors), and she really liked me. She eventually got me in touch with the Engineering Internship Recruiter, who scheduled an interview with me. Long story short, I got the offer from this company. This was a very very big global chemical company (on the Top 10 List). I was so excited. My internship went well, though I did not get a full time offer from the company. I was devastated.
However, I later got an offer for a Spring 2011 6-Month CO-OP with another very big company. I was thrilled. I decided that this time, they will definitely give me a Final Full Time Offer. However, they didn't. I had failed twice and felt very bad about it.
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