I have figured it out

I have figured out what the main problem is: Lack of determination. Getting my first internship (two years ago) was a big achievement. I made it possible by keeping on keeping on even if everything seemed against me. I said I will keep fighting and believe that the objective in my mind can be achieved. I was determined to weed out any possible route to attain my goal, and then follow it. There were many factors that were against me. For one, I had never really held a job before. Two, my resume was mostly filled with high school extracurriculars. Yet, I managed to get in anyway due to this determination, this combination of desire, faith, and persistence I had.

Today, I realized that some of this combination has been diluted, possibly due to failure (or temporary defeat). I think my subconscious mind took this as an indicator that I should not try so hard, because I will fail anyway. Of course, this is not true. The subconscious mind only works with what it has been fed with over the years.

Now, I make the promise that I will spend every waking moment in life pursuing one of my goals, whether it be acing my classes, obtaining an internship, acing the internship, or working on tactics to attract a hot girl.

Opportunity is all around me. I will seize it!!!

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